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  1. It already has hindered my life. @regularguy , While I appreciate the perspective I still think it's a little different for someone like me. I was 17 when l lost my virginity and 18 when I was sexually assaulted and therefore I didn't have any sexual encounters for a year. So since I'm 20 I have only had around 2 years of a normal adult life, and even then it was a lot of dealing with the past. Statistically, I have only had an encounter with 1 guy who wasn't a boyfriend, and that makes me really angry how unlikely this is. While you sound encouraging, for me it i quite clear based on my past experiences and the unlikeliness of this happening that is a clear sign that I just do not deserve companionship, happiness, or a fulfilling life, especially since I feel like my life was just starting and it is now effectively over. It is nice that you have hope, but I feel like t the end of the day I just don't deserve any and that I should deal with my unfortunate life in a way that would end it sooner rather than later.
  2. I'm in college and just got diagnosed, and can't find anything about this either. For me I'm just assuming college, my sex life, and any other sort of a life for that matter is ruined.
  3. I'm only 20 years years old and I just got diagnosed and I feel betrayed and like my life is over. I've only had unprotected encounter 3 times, 2 were with exes that promised they were clean and another was a mistake that I made after a breakup, but I can't help but feel a if the whole thing is unfair. I have friends that have had unprotected sex with 20+ people (mostly random, never long-term relationships) and I had only 1 of those experiences and it was brief and my life has to end because of it. I can't imagine even talking to a guy ever again because I just feel like a walking disease, let alone even telling someone. Also it's not like the person I got it from told me so I don't even see the point if protection is used. Did anyone else get it so young and have a normal young adulthood? I feel like the best years of my life have been talking away suddenly and that I don't deserve it. If anyone can post reassuring stories of younger people getting diagnosed who managed to have a somewhat normal life despite being diseased please do, thanks.
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