Hi all. I just found out i have ghsv1 two months ago while i was 4 months pregnant. Im still wrestling with the idea of this lifetime sentence and 3 days ago my 14 month old son had an outbreak: i cant look at him without tearing up. I cant help my repulsion everytime i put coconut oil on his blisters. I am desperately trying to still show him all the affection that i always do, but i know he senses my aversion. My mind is filled with nothing but concerns and doubts about his health and his future. My husband is very blase about the matter because "he's always had it" and "doesn't know any other life." He got it as an infant and didnt tell me until my first OB 2 months ago. There's too much happening too fast and that ive even thought about terminating my pregnancy. Any advice on coping is greatly appreciated
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