btr51

You have to understand that right now, I'm in the initial shock period. Regardless of how strong anyone is mentally, it's going to have an effect. I'm saying these things now nearly after 24 hours of finding out and I'm sure when the time comes I'm going to disclose everytime. But in the meantime I would still like pick your ear. "You have the capacity to do good things and enjoy a fulfilled sexlife without harming anyone". Yes, If I was to move to a different state and leave behind all my friends and family. This isn't shame of having a small penis, or a shame of being known as an asshole. I personally witnessed a girl from highschool contract herpes.. everyone found out. Havent seen her since. Fell off the map to god knows where. One minute, some will say you can't let the virus take over, you are not the virus.. but I strangely feel that might be the case.

recently discovered that I have herpes. Whether its one or two, I don't know, still awaiting results. Where I got it? Also a mystery that hopefully the blood test will provide some answers. So for the most part, I'm handling it fine. I know its really not that big of a deal in the long run. The problem for me, a 21 year old Male in college, I'm just trying to enjoy my last year here. I don't have a problem telling people in the future that I plan to date, but here, it is a different story. It's social suicide. If I was to tell one girl before hand here, it would spread like wildfire regardless if she understood or not. Even when I go back home, I'm still going to see everyone I went to highschool with in the summertime. Things will get physical. Obviously the moral thing to do is to literally disclose everytime, but I feel like the situation I am in requires a little bit more strategy and careful thinking. Disclosing every. single. time. I personally feel only applies to future dating partners. I feel like most people on here are way over the age of 21, not in college still, and not having sex with multiple partners. Just judging from the posts I read. I really don't care if it sounds selfish, but I'm not about to let this virus strangle my prime years. Of course, I'm not going to be blatantly fucking without a care in the world, otherwise the guilt would eat me alive. But All I'm saying is there must be a middle ground for this, for my situation specifically.