Thank you for your comments. I’m having my first outbreak right now and it’s very painful and that’s making the emotional part worse, I think. As well as ongoing negotiations with my ex and I really don’t want him to find out about this...
If it’s only this I have to deal with, and I so hope I didn’t damage my body any further... I think I can learn to accept it.
I am looking at myself differently now. And I will certainly make better choices in the future.
I had to call out of work today...