Thanks you @Mangus & @WCSDancer2010 , I mean yeah when I was first diagnosed I was a bit of a wreck, have definitely had my low moments. But i just had to accept the fact that , that's the situation I am permanently in and there's nothing I can do to change it, and Honestly I feel my faith helped me get threw it much easier. I've only told two partners. There was a time where me and my fiance/father of my son separated, and I dated someone else. I told him about it, even though it was a bit difficult to get out, but it was the right thing to do, I discussed it with him, letting him know details and the correct facts about It, so he would understand it's not as bad as people think it is. He accepted me aswell but obviously that relationship ended later on for other reasons. My fiancé and the othe other man are not positive for herpes. it's really not difficult to keep your partner from getting it. But yeah, there is no reason to be ashamed. Just believe God don't make mistakes and would never put you threw anything you couldn't handle.