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  1. I am writing this with hopes that somebody will help me.. I CAN NOT AFFORD THE ANTIBIOTICS I NEED TO STOP THIS OB THATS BEEN GOING ON FOR 2 MONTHS NOW. PLEASE IF ANYBODY HAS ANY EXTRA VALTRX OR SOMTHING SIMILAR PLEASE MESSAGE ME. IM IN EXCRUCIATING PAIN. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. PLEASE HMU IF YOU CAN HELP ME... THANK YOU 🤒😟😞😖
  2. Im now going through my second OB... the terrible thing is I don't have insurance and I mean just to find out that I had this I had to go to the local Health Clinic who by the way made that experience probably the worst day of my life, but regardless of that when I left there they gave me a card that said that I didn't have to pay for my prescriptions and they gave me prescriptions to go get filled. So the next day I go to Walmart and they basically tell me the card is useless, which infuriated me because this is the one time I really don't think I should have to pay for prescriptions but anyways I ended up paying got the prescriptions I needed and my outbreak went away the first time. This time around I still have no insurance out of Valtrex and I haven't been back to the clinic since I got blood work done and the prescription I mean I haven't even gone back to see if I tested positive for herpes I just know I have it. I say this because when I initially started realizing I had it I got the worst flu-like symptoms to the point where I took myself to the hospital. They diagnosed it as 'Strep throat' and prescribed me Clindamycin. But after that night every single day that passed I started notice how painful it was for me to pee and as soon as I talk to my mom about it told me I need to go get tested. So when I finally took myself to the health clinic and actually got a doctor to examine my excruciatingly painful situation the first thing the doctor said when he looked (And by the way standing right next to him was the a "nurse" who asked me all the questions you need to ask before the doctor comes in, and I swear I've never encountered such a rude person at probably one of the lowest points in my life or moments at least if not the lowesT) while I was already hysterically crying, was that it was most likely herpes & like I said ever since then haven't been back, mainly because this specific health clinic near me is only open on Thursdays from 8 to 12. What kind of shit is that, I mean I hate this like who the fuck is going to abuse Valtrex?! It pisses me off that I can't just order this online for myself, I don't want to have to go back to the clinic, I can't bring myself to.. but yet I need medication, I'm in pain uncomfortable as fuck and I've been looking online just to see if I could order this medication without having to have a prescription, but nope they treat it just like any other 'drug'. They don't offer it online without a prescription and all I know is I just want some Valtrex or something similar so that this outbreak goes away.. It rules my life when it's an issue. & let me just say that dating or casually talking any man right now... out of the question!. My only concern right now is how can I get more Valtrex or some kind of similar antibiotic that is just as strong ASAP, and I want to know if there's a way I can get this medication without having to go to the fucked-up Clinic that I went to to find out that I had this in the first place. I mean what kind of place is only open on Thursdays??. Anyway another thing is that I really have nobody to talk to you about this who isn't going to throw it in my face or use it against me right when we have a disagreement, not one person, & I love my mom so much but we fight to much and all that'll be is ammo for her in our next fight.... So yeah if anyone could give me any advice, or any inside tips things that I just don't know about because I'm new to this please I need to know I need help.. I'm tired of feeling this way physically at least. mentally it already takes so much out of me just thinking about what's going on.. Thanks for reading through that.. I appreciate it...
  3. Im now goinh through my second OB... the terrible thing is I don't have insurance and I mean just to find out that I had this I had to go to the local Health Clinic who by the way made that experience probably the worst day of my life, but regardless of that when I left there they gave me a card that said that I didn't have to pay for my prescriptions and they gave me prescriptions to go get filled. So the next day I go to Walmart and they basically tell me the card is useless, which infuriated me because this is the one time I really don't think I should have to pay for prescriptions but anyways I ended up paying got the prescriptions I needed and my outbreak went away the first time. This time around I still have no insurance out of Valtrex and I haven't been back to the clinic since I got blood work done and the prescription I mean I haven't even gone back to see if I tested positive for herpes I just know I have it. I say this because when I initially started realizing I had it I got the worst flu-like symptoms to the point where I took myself to the hospital. Only when I took myself to the health clinic and actually got a doctor to look I will what's going on down there did that thought ever occur to me. The first thing the doctor said when he looked was that it was most likely herpes. Anyways like I said ever since then haven't been back, mainly because the specific health clinic near me is only open on Thursdays from 8 to 12. What kind of shit is that I mean I hate this like who the fuck is going to abuse Valtrex it pisses me off that I can't just order this online for myself I don't want to have to go back to the clinic I almost can't bring myself to even step foot on that property let alone go back, but yet I need medication I'm in pain uncomfortable as fuck and I've been looking online just to see if I could order this medication without having to have a prescription but nope they treat it just like any other 'drug'. They don't offer it online without a prescription and all I know is I just want some Valtrex so that this outbreak goes away It rules my life when it's an issue. Anyway in a nutshell I'm trying to say is dating or casually talking any man right now... out of the question. My only concern right now is how can I get more Valtrex ASAP, and I want to know if there's a way I can get this medication without having to go to the fucked-up Clinic that I went to to find out that I had this in the first place. I mean what kind of place is only open on Thursdays. Anyway another thing is that I really have nobody to talk to you about this who isn't going to throw it in my face or use it against me right when we have a disagreement, not one person, not even my mom. Yeah if anyone has any thing they'd like to, shed some light on, or let me and in on I'd love it
  4. There's one thing that I've come to a screeching halt when it comes to and that is the fact that i will NEVER in my life tell someone that im interested in that i have herpes. NEVER NEVER NEVER. because im sorry but if the tables were turned I'd be absolutely done with the whole situation involving that person.. i know it sounds mean but im just being realistic.. there has to be some other way to live with this without having to basically tattoo it on my fucking forhead... idk i feel like if thats what has to happen and there absolutely no way around it... I will (by choice) be single for the rest of my life and that just sounds soo god damn miserable...
  5. I never thought that it would be me that has herpes. I'm so mad at myself and the main reason is because I don't even know who I got it from and how long I've had it, and there's no way I'm going to go through the people I've been with in my life just so that I can let people that don't have it know that I do. I'm 22 years old and I can't see an end in sight. I feel like I'll never be able to have sex again which means no relationships no relaxing no having fun no carefree mindset it's all gone. when I first found out yesterday I really considered suicide. I used to joke about people having herpes that's what makes it even worse. I read all these things that said if you have it you have to let someone who you're sexually active with know you do. why in the fuck would I tell somebody that I have that? that's my question because when I didn't have this or when I least didn't know I had it I would have never been with somebody if they told me that they did. I'm just so heartbroken so disappointed in myself so ashamed. I have this lump in my throat and it won't go away this constant feeling of being on the verge of tears if I'm not already in tears. anyway I just had to get that out in the open. I really can't see how I am going to be able to live with this in life and be happy. and that's all I want just like anyone else is to be happy....
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