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  1. I hope this message finds you OK.... Your story absolutely breaks my heart.... How are you feeling? Considering
  2. Her best bet is just to get herself checked out... My girlfriend has it iand hasn't had any outbreaks at the moment.... I hope you and her feel better and get through this together
  3. Got diagnosed 7 days ago ..... Believe me I know exactly how you feel.. I still can't believe it... Inside I feel heart broke... Half the time all I wanna do a sleep... I'm obviously going to a depression like you.... But as far as not being able to have a family that is not true... I have a female friend who although having Herpies was able to conceive a child with no problem... I've read about many people Who are living a normal life... Reading peoples stories also gives me hope...@normalguy Has a really interesting blog.... I hope this message finds you well.... Keep your mind occupied... I know it's easier said than done... I started home renovation so I don't have to think about it... I'm very hurt angry and confused as well.
  4. I hope this message finds you well and you are feeling better today.... Sorry to hear you're in so much pain... Believe me I know exactly how you feel.. For me it was like a stinging hot sensation. A real bad itch... Looks like a small hive forming.. Very painful and uncomfortable... At the moment I'm using aquaphor... Seems to help cool it off... I ordered some products online.. Will keep you updated if they work for me... I'm trying to understand triggers.... I believe everybody has different triggers... Today makes day 7 for me... I still have a deep sadness in my heart... My opinion is that the reason why the outbreaks lesson is because people finally come to terms with it and don't stress it anymore... Constantly worrying about a body break out is very stressful..
  5. @txgal... I'm sorry to hear about your situation... But believe me I know what it feels like... The initial shock of it all feels like a bag dream.... I was very angry and depressed... Mostly angry with myself for being so stupid... Not going to make any excuses... Was just with my ex wife and I felt Comfortable... I guess someone gave it to her but she still doesn't know it... I was empty and lonely at that time.. I still regret mine decision.. Im just trying to come to terms with everything...
  6. @RegularGuy.... Thank you so much for your story and your uplifting advice.
  7. @Regularguy .... Thank you so much for sharing this story... Im in a deep state of depression.. Someone commented to me this morning that I look devastated am I OK.... Boy did that sting... I know that after going through such traumatic experience I'm going to have some PTS and nerve issues... Woke up with a back case of anxiety.... Hands trembling etc... Starting to get my appetite back which I guess is a good thing... I do wanna sit and cry at times... I think you're an amazing person... Thank you again for this story
  8. @Regular guy... Thank you for your comment... What was your story like if you don't mind me asking
  9. 1st off let me start by saying thank you to whoever created this website... So I recently got diagnosed about 5 days ago.... I've been dealing with it for 2 months alone... At 1st I thought it was a sex burn and so I put lotrin ultra on it .... OUCH... Burn the hell out of my skin.. Tip of my penis... I was so scared that I went to urgent care.. The doctor told me that it looks like herpes... felt my soul leave my body... I explained to her that lotrimin Causes painful blisters... She swab both areas and took blood... She told me leave it alone it will clear up on its own... And so I did that and sure enough it began to.. Mind you it was a serious chemical burn... Came back from vacation and the initial doctor told me that my results were negative.... Naturally I was relieved... Had sex with my girlfriend used a condom and then all hell broke loose... I never told her what was happening to me.. Because of guilt and shame... Truth was that I cheated with my ex wife.. Not going to make any excuses... So after a few days of Aleve And some pinion salve.. Once again it began to clear up... Once again I reaggravte it... Mind you I had no idea of what was going on because the initial doctor told me everything was negative... So I go back to urgent careThinking I had some sort of bacterial infection... Another doctor comes in and says my blood test revealed a have herpes... Once again my soul left my body.... Complete shock and utter shame..... I argued and said he was wrong I have the paperwork... He apologizes for the mistake...
  10. Hello.... I know how you feel... tested positive for HSV2 .. and also am going thru depression and severe anxiety... feel disgusting with myself and my past actions... got diagnosed 5 days ago.. I find it comforting to talk to my best friend (ex wife) ... what happened to us is traumatic.. for sure PTSD will follow... I'm reading many story's online how people went on to get married.. have children and manage outbreaks with good diet and excersize... I started taking a Multivitamin and 1000 mc vitamin C , and Super Lysine immune support from vitamin shoppe 12 bucks.. Google seems to be a great tool... I purchased Pinon Salve with coconut and vitamin E and that helped alot... I take melatonin Gummie bears to help relax the body... Hope this message finds you well
  11. Hello... I also was recently diagnosed With both types... Just like you I regret so much... I'm broken inside.. Borderline suicidal... I feel ashame and alone as well.... My doctors assured me that everything was going to be alright... They kept comparing it to the shingles... They told me not to play the blame game... One can have this for many years..Although I'm pretty sure who I got it from... In my 1st test the doctors told me everything was negative... I continued to suffer for about a month.. It Would clear up and I would seem to re aggravate it with sex... After wearing a condom all hell broke loose.. Against the doctors orders I disclose This to my girlfriend.... I wanted to give her the opportunity to leave and find love.... She gave me the same opportunity when she was facing kidney failure... my biggest fear is that I gave it to her... I dont care about myself... just want her to be alright... obviously she's concerned but I dont see her packing ...yet... I wouldn't blame her... you have an amazing partner... I'm happy hes by your side... paranoia... anxiety... panic attacks.. all normal... no such thing as a perfect life... The owner of the jets super multi millionaire lost his daughter to to Suicide.... Believe me we are richer than him. I hope this message finds you well
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