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Thank you so much, that made me feel better

I like somebody as well. And we were very close to having sex but i said no. I just couldn’t . Because i haven’t told him . And i wouldn’t know what to do with myself if i gave this to somebody.

Has anybody else went through a horrible depression. I’ve had hsv2 for 3 years now and i feel like it’s been hitting me hard for the past month. A therapist couldn’t help me , depression pills couldn’t help. It’s sad that I’m still in shock that this is my life. I literally have nobody in reality that can relate to me or has ever felt how i have felt . And a guy that i want I’m just so afraid . I feel so abnormal . I know it’s my emotions talking but it’s been hitting me really hard lately.

So there’s this guy that i really like and he likes me as well. We’ve been talking for a little bit now. This is the first guy that i have talked to since I’ve been diagnosed with hsv2. We’ve had many conversations about sex but we haven’t gotten to that point . I feel like the more we talk and get to know each other that it may get to that point of sex, because we are definatley physically attracted to each other.I have not told him that i have hsv2 yet. I’m so scared to tell him if it ever comes to that point . I haven’t told anybody that I’ve liked before. I try to stay positive and believe that he would still accept me even though i have this std, although i am so terrified. I have no idea what to do, or how to feel.

I’m currently having an outbreak and it makes me so depressed . I get them frequently and i hate it so much .

I’m so stressed . I’ve had hsv2 for 2 1/2 years now and i still think about it everyday . Eventually i want to have a guy in my life but I’m afraid of rejection. And as bad as i want to have sex I’m scared , because of the fact that i would have to tell somebody and what they would think of me. And they way that everybody talks about how bad having herpes is, it makes me even more upset. Nobody asks for this disease . It just makes me really sad and it’s very hard to except,’although i try to except it daily .