txgal

I just found out myself about 4 days ago and I’m goong through all the same emotions. I cry every single day. I’m 29. And I tell myself I’m better off alone now. No one will want to be with me. I am too embarrassed to ever share this with someone. I don’t know what the future holds but I’m going to try and focus on myself more now. I’ve always worked out and eaten healthy it’s not a problem but I recently became a heavy drinnker just going through a bunch of stuff and I was going on the wrong path so this has been a huge wake up call for me and I’m trying to see it that way. Just focusing going back on school spending time with my family and living a healthy lifestyle and see what happens from there. Every single day since I found out though I still can’t believe this is happening to me. Keep your head up. We will all get through this. It has to get better

Thank you! I won’t see my doc again until next Friday and I’ll have many questions for him. I’m feeling a little bit better I’m still walking funny tho lol..hope you get to feeling better and yourself again soon as well! This has been so devasting for me

It’s been a week and haven’t been able to do anything. This is my first OB. I haven’t worke a full week and was suppose to begin clases today. I can’t afford to not work. Will future outbreaks be this bad to wear I can’t work or do anything but be in bed?

Thank you everyone for their advice. I can walk a bit better and if I move slowly I can find a comfortable position in bed. I started with Epsom salt baths and it could be that it’s helping or it’s just time taking it’s course. I really don’t know. I’m trying to make the best of it as of now. I still can only urinate in the shower though it burns but not as bad as before so that’s good. I’m on day 7 now of my first OB

Thank you can’t wait to be done with this OB

The pain is unbearable! I was diagnosed yesterday but have been dealing with it for about 6 days now. I’ve taken 4 doses of the medication my doc provided and he prescribed a cream but it was $900! I can’t afford that. I tried aloe Vera but nothing. I feel the blisters are just opening up more bc I’ve been very bloody today. I don’t have a portable Mirror so I can’t really check but I used my phone and the focus is a bit blurry but it looks like the blisters are opening up more. Is that normal? Anything I can do to relieve this. It hurts so much and I can’t walk right or lay down comfortablely :(

I just found out yesterday and i felt the same way like my soul left my body. I feel like its a dream. I just can’t beliebe it. I feel so depressed. My mom and older sister know and they’ve been supportive especially my mom. I keep breaking sown but she tries to bring my spirits up and says that it could’ve been worse. Life’s not over just will have to learn to live with this now and still lead a normal life. Wish you the best @nervewreckedkid

I found out yesterday that I have herpes I’m not sure which one. They did a culture so I guess I get the results on my follow up. For me it started Monday I woke up and my vagina just felt so sore by Tuesday afternoon I had chills and fever and the pain and worsen I also had a lot of body aches. Wednesday it felt like I was urinating fire and the pain just kept feeling worse like paper cuts all down there. I couldn’t move I. Could barely walk. Couldn’t sleep. Thursday I called and made an appt with my Gyno for Friday. The pain was not getting better at all I didn’t understand. I looked in a mirror and tried to see and I did notice a lot of redness and white stuff. I also had a yellowisj discharge since weekday. The worse thing has been urinating. I am in such agony I just want to scream. I cry and I cry and just terrified to go to the bathroom. Friday I felt worse again. I walk funny I can’t even Lay down comfortably. Finally at 2pm I went to my appt. First look and he knew it was herpes :( I started bawling I couldn’t believe. I still don’t. I’m in shock. I haven’t stopped crying I feel depressed. Angry ashamed. I should’ve been so much more careful. He prescribed me the medicine that starts with a V 1000mg 2x a day. He also prescribed a cream but I don’t have insurance and the pharmacy said it was $900 which I just don’t have :( I really wanted something to put down there bc like I said the pain is just absolutely awful it’s worse when I pee but even laying down or walking or getting up I have to move so carefully bc I will feel pain. I finally figured out the best way for me to urinate is in the shower. I get a large cup with warm water and as I squat slightly I pour water over my vagina and the stream and it helps a lot. I’ve also been sitting in baths throughout the day and I try to lay naked when I can. I don’t live alone and don’t have a lock on my door. It’s saturday evening nownive has some bloody discharge today. Not sure if that’s normal or not. Or if it’s from the blisters opening up...I just don’t feel like I’ve been healing yet. The pain is so uncomfortable and I just want to feel normal again I’ve read so many things for relief down there I tried aloe Vera but it didn’t help. I wish I had that cream but can’t do anything about thay for now. I’ve taken 4 doses so far. I really hope I can sleep through the night bc I haven’t rwally slept a good nights sleep all week. I pray that I feel better from this pain tomorrow that’s the first thing that’s botheinf me. But I’m srill dealing with the whole emotional part of it all. I really hope I can get through this. I’ve seen so many people be positive and I just feel so scared.