alohomora26

So my husband and I have been together for 10 years. He is the only one I've had sex with (I met him younger). He has never had any signs of herpes. Well a few days ago, I noticed a larger ulcer in my labia /vagina canal. It looked like a large canker sore. Then a day later I had a couple more large canker sores in my labia/vagina canal. I know my husband has not cheated on me, nor have I. Is it possible after 10 years to finally get herpes? Everything is so swollen and red, I cant do anything, sit, lay, walk because of the pain. I'm waiting on my test results but it's killing me to wait. I just feel like everything is over. I just want to lay in my bed forever. I can't eat, drink, or sleep, partially because I don't want to pee because it hurts so bad and partly because I feel just plain miserable. I feel like I'm in a dark hole and everyone else is on the other side.