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I know there are and have been many people in the situation I am now, like my sister who has herpes to. Yesterday I was told I have herpes HSV2 and my whole world is feeling like it’s falling apart. I hadn’t had sex in years and all because of one stupid night of fun I now have this for the rest of my life. I don’t know how I’m gonna get through it, i feel like so many of options now have been taken away. I just want to shut my self off to the world but even in sleep I get no relief from it I either wake up from the pain of my symptoms or I dream about that I don’t have it but then I wake up and they are still there. I called the person who gave it to me and he genuinely seemed surprised and was so sorry so I can’t even take my frustrations out on him even though I know I’m to blame as well I know I should’ve been more careful. Not trying to have myself a pity party here but it would be great to be able to get some feed back from people how to get through this stage please.