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4ever

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  1. Hi, I have no experience but I just wanted to share I got the call on the 25th of July this year. Meaning on Friday. My 21st birthday will be Nov. 18... I would have never thought that I’d be diagnosed with Herpes before hitting the age of 21. I have no children but I do have a boyfriend of one month and a half whom I strongly believe gave me Herpes. Everyday and night since Friday I have been thinking and thinking because I don’t know how to live anymore. How do I forgive him? How do I move on? Should I stay? Or should I walk away because all I feel is resentment towards him. He didn’t tell me his ex had herpes until three days after having unprotected sex with me. He told me being that he was exposed he checked himself every 3 months to make sure he was clean. He told me he was happy he dodged the bullet “each and every time”. Yet, once I was diagnosed with HSV2 he admitted he only got checked once the entire time because he “didn’t have symptoms”. You have your children that can hug you every night that you feel lonely. I have no one but my parents to help me get through this and even so, I feel helpless, ashamed, betrayed and lost.
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