I’m writing this because I’ve been very down. I know I shouldn’t think like this but I do. Everyday I ask myself why did this have to happen to me. Although I know I’m not alone I sure do feel alone. The constant worry, constant depression, constant outbreaks are really getting to me. What do you do when you feel like you can’t be strong any more ?😫 Then to think this is never going away I’m forever feeling so alone. I’ve even had thoughts of killing myself but can’t bring myself to do it. I know it’s not the end of the world but I’m so sad. I get multiple outbreaks at once and I’m just so over my life 😣 I’m hurting so bad and I always have to pretend I’m not . I keep a lot of stuff in because I don’t want my family to feel bad for me or for my parents to feel like they didn’t do their job. They know about it but it’s not something I like to remind them of. I don’t want everyone worried about me. But I’m so sad and I’m really just starting to hate myself more and more.