lakegirl

I was just diagnosed a few days ago with HSV2.. My boyfriend of a year, just told me that he has had it for awhile. He thought that he could not give it to anyone else if he wasn't having an outbreak... Obviously not true... so here we are. I'm not sure what to do. I live with this guy, I love him. I had given him multiple chances in the past to tell me of any STD's. His claim was that he thought I would leave him if he told me. I'm upset and sad. He never even gave me the chance to decide for myself. Now I have it. I feel dirty, and unclean. There is a high possibility that I am going to stay with this guy... I really do love him.. However, what if I don't stay with him? I can't imagine having to tell any prospective dates in the future that I have GH. I feel like I am going to be alone forever, and I am terrified. It has been a whirlwind of emotions that past few days. I don't really know how to handle it.