im a proud united states army vet.
i did my time, honorably and now the VA told me i have HSV2. now comes the problems and i want to know if anyone else had the same.
i am in denial. the VA is notorious for being a total shit show.
can it develop into HIV or cancer on its own if left untreated??
is it possible for my body to completely beat the virus assuming i do have it?
i was sucidal before, because of my experiences. i dont think this will help me at all. the depression has amplified ten fold.
im fat, hairy, bald, bow legged, rapidly deteriorating body, and now i have hsv2 as well. i dont see a point in living besides my dog. in fact, at this point if i wasnt around the world would be better off. if i knew someone could love my dog as much as me or better i would move on. but i digress.
the message i got was that my agG was positive but REF was negative. what does that mean? from what i was reading they can tell i have the virus but not where, oral or gentile. which is another reason im in denial and ive never had an outbreak at all.
i gave a blood and urine sample if that means anything.
if i didnt have my dog i would have moved on by now. so if your thinking of reporting me, just understand that I AM OKAY as long as my dog is still breathing i have a purpose.
so please talk to me. i just need some conversation from those more experienced then me..
if this ends up just being false, my entire perspective on life will have changed..