I have been married for 7 years and have been with my husband for 16 years. The doctor just confirmed I have HSV1 but in my genital area? I haven’t slept, I told my husband and immediately felt the disgust. My happy life has been flipped upside down in a span of a week. We are going to meet just us two in about an hour and I have this dreaded feeling that it’s over! He has no cold sore or ever has had a cold sore so I can only imagine where his thoughts take him because mine are everywhere. Besides him this forum is my only space of release. Please send a prayer out for me and my family. We have a 24 year old, 13 yr old, 15 year old and a grandbaby.
I feel so helpless! I feel contagious! Literally crying at work.