Hi,
I recently when on a third date with a girl and she disclosed that she has Herpes. We did have oral sex on the second date but did not have vaginal. This happened last weekend and I have been processing the information ever since. Based on the research I have done it appears that it is very hard to transmit HSV2 in the genitals to the mouth and in general there is about a 4% transmission rate annually female to male without using condoms or viral suppression. She is on Valtrex so I know the rate would be around 2% assuming no sex during outbreaks and down to 1% if a condom was introduced as well.
When she told me it was a shock and I have been trying to process ever since. I really like her but the hard part for me is taking the risk after 3 dates, not knowing where the R will go and if it ends I could have potentially contracted the virus myself. I am sacred and feel stuck. I know deep down inside it is really no big deal but when I think about me contracting the virus and then entering the dating world if I did I know it would be extremely more difficult than it already is.
Does anyone have any advice or suggestions on how to handle, deal, process or come to terms with this? I am very sensitive to her feelings, I don't want to hurt her but I feel paralyzed.
Thanks!