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I have been talking to this guy for 5 months but due to long distance we have only seen each other twice during this time. Last night was the second time and he was the first guy ive disclosed to and it was very hard to say what I had to say without crying. We did not have sex or do anything after I disclosed. However he tried to comfort me and I am not sure what to make out of his reaction because he did not say much. I feel the need to apologize for dropping this bomb on him and for getting emotional but I’m not sure what to do. I feel like everything is so hard now and I wish I didn’t feel so flawed and difficult.