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  1. Livinglife2019

    Diagnosed yesterday... I feel numb

    I would very much like to talk more. I’m gonna message you.
  2. Livinglife2019

    Diagnosed yesterday... I feel numb

    Hey, I know exactly what you feel. I don’t know if I’ll ever tell anyone. I feel like what if one day someone tries to expose me online.. that would ruin my life potentially. I’m so afraid of falling for a man and telling him about my diagnosis an he doesn’t want to be with me. I feel like sex will be different for me now and everything.
  3. Livinglife2019

    Diagnosed yesterday... I feel numb

    When you talk to your partners about it, how do you go about it? This is the part that has me the most afraid.
  4. Livinglife2019

    Diagnosed yesterday... I feel numb

    Thank you everyone... so much... you won’t believe how these comments make me feel. I’m so thankful that I can talk to you all about it. It makes me not feel so alone.
  5. I just got the call yesterday that I have HSV2. The nurse nonchalantly said it like this isn’t something I have to live with forever. I left work early yesterday and didn’t go in today. I haven’t eaten or slept since the call. I feel disgusted and disappointed. I want to talk to my best friends or a co worker but I honestly don’t want anyone to know. The fact the I don’t know how I got it or when makes it worse. I’ve never had a outbreak and I’m beyond scared for when the first one happens. I just feel different. Like I’m not me anymore. I can’t look at pictures I just took days prior because it’s hurts that I’ll never be that happy again. I want to talk to my mom but she isn’t someone that receives this kind of information well. I don’t know how any man is going to want to be with me after I tell him. I don’t want to live my life with this disease. I’m 23 and I thought my life was going great. This is the worst way to start out the New Year. How can I cope with this? Any advice on how to live a productive life... or anything. I just feel so alone.
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