Selflove

Hi, im so relieved to read this, I also have herpes type 2 and have had it for nearly two years now. I recently got in a relationship and was open about the herpes, he later contracted the virus. As we both had it we were sleeping together unprotected. (How silly of me) a couple months later I noticed small lumps, not the same as a herpes flare up. I later find out it’s hpv. I feel so lost and disgusted in myself. And to top it all of I broke up with my ex as it wasn’t a healthy relationship. I’m only 21 and feel so ashamed and alone, I feel I will never find someone who will accept me and be with me, let alone want to sleep with me worried that they will risk catching not one but TWO STDS. I feel like I’ve ruined my life and honestly am beating myself up, I feel like I’ve made so many mistakes and regret so many choices which have led me to this. Its refreshing to see I’m not the only one feeling like this and not alone.