I have been seeing my boyfriend for a little less than 2 months now. We have had sex twice, once with protection, once without. About a week or so after the unprotected sex, he gets a call from his doc saying he really needs to come in to discuss some results from his blood test he had a few months prior. So he goes and discovers he has HSV1 and HSV2. He wasn’t even aware it had been tested for, he has never had any symptoms or was never aware he had been exposed, his doc had just said he was running the gamet since he was beginning to date after his divorce.
So obviously he was devastated, called me immediately and told me. So that’s been a little over a week ago now and after a lot of talking I have convinced him that we can will be together.
Which bring with me to my real question. What are the chances I did not contract it from the two episodes of sex we had. And how effective are condoms in helping prevent it. He is adamant that condoms provide no protection and that the only way for him to protect me is to have absolutely no sexual contact. Not even kissing. I am nervous that I already have it. Nervous that I will get it. But I really do love him and do not want to risk losing him either. I’m so scared and confused. I feel guilty for saying this, but I don’t want to get it. I’m terrified of having an outbreak. Terrified of what it would mean if I got it and things didn’t work out with him. I’m 38 years old, I have had sex with only a couple guys at this point In my life and really didn’t think I would be dealing with this.
I went and saw my ob/gyn and she wouldn’t even order the test. She swabbed down there and said that a blood test is not that helpful because we don’t know if he has it genitally or orally, we don’t know his numbers, whatever that means. I guess I will speak to my primary doc or maybe planned parenthood but from what I’ve read I neee to wait a few more weeks to be tested anyway. So now I wait and wonder. And pray it’s negative. Or maybe I should be praying it’s positive since that would make everything easier. I’m just so scared and confused. Please help