I'm a 34 year old Black woman who was recently diagnosed and I'm so upset and ashamed. I had sex with 2 guys within a 2 month time period and I dont know who it came from or even how to ask. Not only that, I had sex at the beginning of my first outbreak not knowing what it was. I feel horrible knowing that I may have passed it on. I'm upset, ashamed, and embarrassed. I feel like I'll never be accepted or find love.