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  1. This morning I was diagnosed with HSV 1. For the past week, I have had severe cold sores throughout my mouth and swelling in the lips. I went to the doctor this last Tuesday where she tested me for both HSV1 and 2. Funnily enough whatever it is I had in my mouth (its almost gone) was not due to a herpes outbreak, but nonetheless I still did test positive for HSV1. I've never had any symptoms before and have been previously tested with Negative results. I am beyond devastated. Everything feels like it is crumbling before me. I am 27 years old and am not sure how to go on after learning this information. I already suffer from severe depression and anxiety, I can only imagine how I will treat myself after this. How am I to forgive myself for this? Or be able to trust anyone else to love me when I can't even love myself? My life has been nothing but one terrible occurrence after another and I am struggling to fight for my life. For some kind of positivity. For some kind of reassurance that I warrant a life worth living.
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