A few weeks ago I had an outbreak, I went to my Dr. got tested blood test came back positive with HSV1 and HSV2. According to the blood work I’ve been exposed to both over 90 days but I had experienced my OB (genital) a few weeks ago. My symptoms were very mild but I knew something was wrong when I first experienced it. I’ve been with my current partner on and off for years, we are waiting for his results. He has never experienced symptoms and I know it can remain dormant and some people experience no symptoms at all. I’ve been so confused and I am having a hard time coping with this. Me and my partner are just “friends” and our relationship isn’t going anywhere serious. I’m worried that moving forward no one is going to accept this, I know I wouldn’t want to risk contracting this if someone disclosed their status to me. So why should I expect that someone else will? I’ve cried just about everyday since this happened. I have no one to really talk to my friend don’t know what to say when I talked about. I’ve been so depressed, I feel like I’ve been in mourning. My sex life feels like it’s over. I have no desire to socialize, and I feel alone. I just want to feel better. I feel undesirable and my confidence is at an all time low. I’m just not sure how to move forward knowing that I have this. I research this day and night I feel like I’m going crazy 😞