hurt_betrayed

Thank you for your words of support guys this has really made me feel a lot more at ease, yes, I do still feel angry but less than I did before. It's true like you said Carlos, I truly think I am suffering for someone else's mistake. I was always very careful with men so that I would never be in this position and all my friends that slept around unprotected have caught nothing! How fair is that? I am going to focus on my son and finishing off my degree in my nursing and then maybe I will feel happier within myself. I still love the father of my child very much and I wasn't angry that he had given me this when I thought it may have been from a previous relationship and had be laying dormant or something like that because I still loved him and knew it wasn't his fault. It wasn't until I found out from a friend and confronted him that I found out he had actually cheated on me. That's what causes me the most pain of all. My ex says he is truly sorry and he still wants to be with me and he will get professional help with me and by himself to help him become a better person. Do you think I should give him another chance (obviously not untill I see him making the steps to change and seeing them put in action) or do you think once a cheat always a cheat? He is the father of my child and like I said I do love him with all my heart.

I have recently been diagnosed with sacral HSV2. i contracted it from the father of my child whilst he was in thailand working and cheated on me with a bar girl. he said he used a condom but i dont think i believe him. I am unsure if there is any differances between it being on my sacrum and giving it it to someone is easier/harder. I mean of course i would still devulge this to someone i wanted to be with but really at this point i have given up on men as my partner was meant to one of the good ones and if he could do it then i just dont believe there are any good ones out there.I am only 24 a single mother of a toddler i already had enough baggage to send men running and now i have this to add to it.