Wow! You have come so far so fast!! And you are so young yet must be an old soul by the way you communicate! ❤️
I don’t know how you went to class for 10 days!!! I couldn’t even leave my couch when I had my first outbreak! I lost 5 pounds and did nothing but cry and watch tv. I could barely walk. I decided to get full std testing and a pap smear when I got my first bump. I also had lesions inside and I almost cried from the pain of the pap. 🤯 Easily one of the worst weeks of my life.
My guy is an arrogant jerk himself, but was very caring for the 3 months after I battled with my decision whether to stay with him. I’m pretty sure he knew he had it when he gave it to me so after a while I couldn’t be around him. Plus I was convinced I could cure myself so didn’t want the chance of him “reinfecting” me. I’ve gone through so many emotions since then, and almost steadily had an outbreak each month. Like I said I’ve tried everythIng I can think of to be further away from this, but I’m starting to feel like I have to just give it time... and of course the intermittent fasting I’m doing all month. 🤣 Thanks for reaching out, it’s comforting to feel like I’m not alone, and your encouraging words help a lot.
Sounds like you’re handling your diagnosis like a rockstar! Keep it up new friend. ❤️