Sobroken108

This is my first OB. Now that I think about the whole thing clear I had the sharp pain monday night and by Tuesday morning had a small cluster of for it five small blisters, about a 1cm spot on my labia. I went to the doctor Wednesday by 11 and was put on valasomething, my memory for something’s is terrible, and gave me mucipron to put on the sores three times a day and swabbed them. They were fully healed by Monday the next week. I was very tired the whole time. I can’t tell you the last time I had a cold sore as a kid. I know though I started having them again it seems when him and I got together. And there was an occurrence in the beginning that I’m looking back at that could have been an OB for him with non typical lesions. My brain is spinning, I keep thinking I feel something down there but my imagination is strong and I’m upset. im in therapy for a lot and have been sober just over 8 months. This is a hard thing to face right now and my I’m trying not to stress to much because I know that triggers it and I can’t change it now, just move forward but I’m so scared. I keep thinking I might be getting a tingle today but I’ve also been freaking out alot today and it seems to come and go and I’ve been sitting tensely and clenching strange muscles. I could be imagining it. Should I take some more of my Valastuff for a couple days. I completed a 10 day cycle and they gave me more while waiting on the test so I have some. The doctor also sucked and I need to find a new gyno now that I am comfortable with. Thanks for listening.

No I did not get the blood test also. I didn’t know that I could do that to see if I had antibodies before this. Will that help now if I am a couple weeks out from my sores clearing up? and yes he is also married. It started out as a FWB thing and we fell in love. He’s in the middle of the divorce and he was always wild. Depression has been hard since I had my daughter and I just wasn’t as cautious with him and assumed he would be more aware of his health because of his lifestyle. assuming makes an ass out of everyone though.

I don’t even really know what to say right now. I’ve been with my current boyfriend for a year. when I was a kid I kinda remember getting a few cold sores and being given echinacea and some cream but I haven’t had anything until this year. the cold sores started up but I figured because of job stress and life stress it’s why they were back after so long. i am realizing that I don’t think I’ve ever asked a gyno to do a herpes test and I’ve learned now that many don’t when you get an Std check up. I had a breakout on my labia a couple weeks ago. Got the sores swabbed and tested and they just told me I have HSV 2. I am so confused and lost. i believe my current man gave it to me. I haven’t told him yet. He is married and my boss. It’s a crazy situation. He’s going to accuse me of cheating on him which I never have. I have a young daughter and I don’t want to feel like my life is over. I need someone to talk to. I’m scared and hurt and sad. ive been sexually assaulted before and abused and I just can’t believe this happened with someone I trust so much. I don’t think he’s ever known and if it wasn’t him then how did this happen to me? sorry this is so jumbled. I’m a mess.