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  1. I couldnt agree more what a lovely post! I'm in usa and it hasnt even been halloween yet but happy thanks giving!! mmmmm now i want pie D:
  2. I'd just like to say this is a great post and that video was phenomenal. It reminds me of when I first came out to my best friend at her birthday party lol surprise surprise!! we both were pretty well and drunk and we went into the restroom nd gosh it felt like we were in there forever and I said bailey.. I need to tell you something and we both started crying of course I had started it lol well I told her.. I said bailey I have herpes and I've never felt so alone in all my life. I told her I felt like giving up and throwing in the towel for good. and she looked at me and laughed thru her tears and told me that she had a secret as well. she didnt have herpes but something else and we both ended up laughing and going on about our evening. It does get better.. It does get easier.. me and her no longer speak and it hurts more than anything but you know what? You've got to be optimistic. after rejoining the forum I feel like I belong. I still need to go out and be social but hey. I'd say this is a damn good start.. Thank you for this post and for that video. It was super uplifting <3
  3. omg! your story actually brought tears to my eyes in a good way :) thank you so much for sharing this it definitely gave me a burst of hope. super funny about the computers btw xD congrats on your marriage and thank you again
  4. I really like this post and will remember it for the next time.. I do have a broski who is always joking around and I'm not sure if he knows Im hsv2 positive or not because we're so close we hang out in my room and game out quite often nd one day he found my pills nd read the sticker and every time he makes a joke its usually something about herpes. that lasted for a few days nd all I could do was be oh haha.. omg nd like turn around nd watch tv but I always feel myself blush nd can't help but to feel somewhat ashamed because He is my best friend and yet his jokes are offensive even thou im almost positive he doesent mean it and it'd probably stop if he knew.. I know this is something alot of us are facing and will always have to face but hopefully it becomes easier handling these awkward situations.. thank u all for your insight
  5. I've actually wondered about this same issues even thou there's nobody else in my life. curiosity for ya :P uhh I have read somewhere that the virus dies when exposed to air.... or something like that so.. I imagine that if someone were fingering someone and when they're done the virus would die on the hand?? this probably sounds super idiotic but if there's anymore insight that'd be awesome
  6. Thank you guys sooo much!! Yeah the twice a day is what i was taking til i got a monthly prescription where i just took it everyday.. ill get to searching thanks again!
  7. I just started an outbreak the other day ..went to bed at eleven..woke up at ten went baack to bed all day til five and made myself stay up til three which is right now lol im stressed bout finding a way to get my meds..lost medicaid in november cuz i turned 19.. i have 3 pills left..eeek!!
  8. Well miss... i dont have a boyfriend and i dont have your answers...i was blindly affected all i wanted to do was party and enjoy my birthday like everyother teen turning 18...i got blackout drunk and woke up in a mans bed missing parts of clothing..i hurt severly in my thighs and could barely walk..despite the stomach curdling hangover that plagued my nervous mind..i ended up making it home..a day after turning 18 i was eating a hotpocket and out of nowhere RAN to the restroom and violently threw it uo...my vagina hurt like hell and i knew the way i was feeling soomethiing was hella wrong...i was diagnosed with herpes simplex virus 2 and told my mom it wad a yeast infection... i still cant come to terms with it..i lost my medicade last month when i turned 19 and now have no way of getting my month supply of valtrex.. i do not know what the future holds for me but i start community college in january for medical assisting and pray for the best..were not disgusting..an accident happened but were still blessed with the life we were given. Live to the fullest...it could be worse..heres a virtual hug..i rock at hugs..idk you but i love you and we are beautiful Please hang in there suicide is not an option. I just say that because i figured it was my only option after i was infected..feel free to message me you seem very successful and like a nice person
  9. Hey guys!! Im hoping people are still active here havent found many sites of people with herpes and im tired of battling myself and feeling alone in this. Im 19 female and have had hsv2 for one year Id love to personally meet people with similarities and im looking for support as well as some personal buddies to frequently talk to. I dont have many close friends but im starting to see the light and want to reach out to someone..my names cara and im in Nebraska. Male or female is fine id just love to know im REEEEALLY not alone...please message me (:
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