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  1. Hello im struggling massively. I can’t cope anymore. After an unpleasant sexual encounter in 2017 (it felt more like a sexual assualt on reflection) I have remained celibate and have had a myriad of symptoms that seem to indicate I have genital and oral hsv. ive had a couple of negative swabs on small hard lump that appeared twice and then resolved on my inner labia. ive had three sets of blood tests hsv1 and 2 LG both negative, hsv1 equivocal and hsv 2 negative and most recently hsv2 positive and hsv1 equivocal. First test well after incubation period. mom now seeking western blot although this is costly from uk. The idea of spending my life alone (I already have mostly up to now due to intimacy issues ) seems cruel and unfair. I personally could never risk putting someone through this hell. I just want to hug my friends and play with my nieces without constant panic I will hurt them and bring more shame on myself. i have experienced a myriad of symptoms 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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