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Let’s get checked twice and the sti clinic online once xxx

Hi Grace I am feeling overwhelmed and confused. Getting the western blot done seems so difficult and with my symptoms is it really worth all that money and energy to just be told I have it. Do you think I can assume I do from my symptoms and blood results? psychological damage of having to remain alone this lifetime is unbearable. I’m struggling to get up and washed and go to work. There is no way I could start dating someone as I have it both orally and down there I could never even kiss anyone without the fear that they will break out in sores. I would never damage anyone in the way I have been damaged. warm regards

thank you so much for replying xx I have been in talks with Terri Warren in the states about my ongoing issues and worries. She helps people from the Uk access the Western Blot which is expensive. I’ve used let’s get checked. Please see my varied results below. I’ve described a lot of my symptoms with her and she has given me hope that it might be some thing else. Here are my past test results. I don’t understand why they vary so much. I feel like I’m on a scary rollercoaster of emotions. The sexual incident that all this stemmed from was an unpleasant one and that ties in to things too I think. I have not had any type of sexual contact since 2017 due to intimacy issues and terrified of giving this to someone. March 2020 (three years after sexual contact ) Hsv 1 0.232 Hsv 2 0.500 Company-let’s get checked March 2021 (four years after sexual contact) Hsv 1 1.05 Hsv 2 0.500 Company-let’s get checked September 2021 Hsv 1 0.994(equivocal) Hsv 2 1.45 (positive) company-the sti clinic online I currently have an itchy, crawly feeling around my nostrils and left side of my lips. Pain for 3 weeks after sexual incident and small hard lump on inner labia. I rushed to gum clinic. They say negative for everything including sample from lump. A couple of large boils inside outer labia that appeared and then resolved Another small hard lump on other side of inner labia. Returned to clinic.. showed nurse. She thinks it isn’t herpes. I was in such a stressed out state that they referred me through to go who looked all up inside me also but says no sign of anything. Had bloods done .. first lot. All clear so relieved and managed to start living building confidence up and focus on career bath. They over last couple or years ... intense pain up inside vagina and up Anal passage, pain that felt like lightening bolts around my private area.. Pins and needles across buttocks and thighs. And I have had a crawling feeling that has worked it’s way from cbackof head, over top of scalp and down face slowly on and off for past few years. I’m devastated as have had so little in the way of sexual encounters my whole life and now any chance of that has been taken away from me by an incredibly unpleasant human who just mocked me when I asked if he had anything. I have the following Sjögren’s syndrome Pernicious anemia Warm regards 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hello im struggling massively. I can’t cope anymore. After an unpleasant sexual encounter in 2017 (it felt more like a sexual assualt on reflection) I have remained celibate and have had a myriad of symptoms that seem to indicate I have genital and oral hsv. ive had a couple of negative swabs on small hard lump that appeared twice and then resolved on my inner labia. ive had three sets of blood tests hsv1 and 2 LG both negative, hsv1 equivocal and hsv 2 negative and most recently hsv2 positive and hsv1 equivocal. First test well after incubation period. mom now seeking western blot although this is costly from uk. The idea of spending my life alone (I already have mostly up to now due to intimacy issues ) seems cruel and unfair. I personally could never risk putting someone through this hell. I just want to hug my friends and play with my nieces without constant panic I will hurt them and bring more shame on myself. i have experienced a myriad of symptoms 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭