RodRod

Hello everyone. I am new to this group and recently confirmed that I am hsv1 and 2 positive. I am husband and a dad with 4 children and I broken at the moment. I am not taking this well at all. This ordeal has me suicidal. I also believe I am going through a current outbreak all though I've never had an official outbreak on my genitals but I have all sorts of weird symptoms going on. I will say that I do have awful oral outbreaks. A lot actually. I had been tested about a year ago by my primary provider which at that time was a nurse practitioner. When she told me I tested positive for the viruses she didn't seem confident about it. So this month because certain symptoms came back I reached out to another provider and had another test. Both hsv1 and 2 came back positive. My current symptoms are burning sensations under my feet and legs, inner thighs, armpits, and neck. A constant burning sensation on my whole right side of my body. My back and buttocks are always on fire. I am assuming this is all nerves. I asked my new primary if hsv2 is known to cause certain nerve pains but he said no. I am in constant pain all the time. I am pain while I am writing this. I don't know what else or who to turn to! Any helpful replies or support would be greatly appreciated.