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70sBaby

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  1. I've been worried sick about a disclosure (only my third since finding out I'm positive mid-July) but disclosed today during a phone conversation. Things took a sexy, spicy turn and so I used that as a segue. I said, "I love that we are both so excited about taking this to the next level (mind you, we haven't kissed yet) before we do that we need to have a talk about our sexual health. Can I start by asking you whether you've ever had a cold sore?" He said yes a long time ago. I then went on to tell him about my status GHSV-1 and he quickly told me that it's okay—he's been with someone with herpes before. We went on to talk about other sexual health topics—birth control, using condoms, other diseases and tests. Uh...I can't even tell you how relieved I was and how surprised. Like I mentioned, this is my third disclosure and all three men have been open and accepting immediately. Mind you, I've only actually had sex with one of them so far (the first I disclosed to). The second turned out to be a jerk and I never gave him the privilege. I'm hoping to take things to the next level with this new guy very soon. What I'm learning about myself is that I need to decide if I want to even sleep with the guy first before disclosing and if that I'm rejected then that's not the person for me. I want someone whose open minded, willing to educate themselves if they need to and see my worthiness beyond my sexuality. Good luck to you—and good for you for bravely disclosing and looking out for yourself. You got this!
  2. Just wanted to post a follow up. My primary care doc dismissed my request for a IgG blood test so I went to my local Planned Parenthood. They were absolutely WONDERFUL and warm and compassionate. I didn't have any active outbreak when I had my appointment so they didn't swab but they did run the bloodwork and I came back HSV1 positive. My index value was 33.9. Is this high for a fairly recent first outbreak (late June/early July) or is there a chance it could've already been in my system? Is level indicative of anything besides positivity? About a week after the blood result I did get one small sore and went back to Planned Parenthood and had it swabbed—I got the results last night and it was negative. Hmmm...? I have been tested for HPV, HIV, Chlamydia, Gonorrhea, syphilis—all negative except for the HSV1. So...I am operating under the assumption that I have GHSV1. My outbreaks mild and not typical but pretty persistent so I am going to ask to switch to Acycolovir and see I can completely suppress them since Valtrex doesn't seem to be keeping them completely at bay. They are definitely milder but I'm frustrated that I seem to rarely go more than a few days without experiencing some prodrone symptoms and a small sore or two. The good news is that I recently met someone online and already disclosed and they were open and accepting. They are long distance and we plan on meeting next week for the first time. We'll see if there's chemistry in person and if a relationship and physical relationship develops but just the fact that my first disclosure went positively was hugely reassuring to me.
  3. Hi No Clue, I would make an appointment with a dermatologist to take a look if you have another outbreak. It sounds like you may be having a bit of an acne issue or possibly a yeast infection—both of which I've personally experienced from time to time throughout my life. The Derm can also do a swab test for herpes too if there is an outbreak. Congratulations on your pregnancy, hope you are feeling well despite the anxiety over this issue!
  4. Thank you for your kind response. I appreciate your insights and suggestions. The doctor I saw IS my primary care doctor. I think because her opinion was that it didn't look like herpes to her and that she was "taught" that the IgM test was "extremely inaccurate" as she told me, she advised against it. It wasn't until a couple weeks later with a second outbreak that she deduced it must be herpes based on recurrence of an outbreak and my exposure to an HSV+ sexual partner. I believe my partner told me he has HSV1. I will send that primary care doc a message asking for the IgG bloodtest. If she pushes back I will pursue a different avenue like planned parenthood for testing—and perhaps a different doc. I think I am right near the 12-week mark from initial outbreak now. Will taking the Valtrex affect the results of the antibody testing, or is that irrelevant? I guess I'm also frustrated that the Valtrex isn't stopping the outbreaks as I'd hoped. My outbreaks do seem relatively minor compared to so many cases that I've read about but they are nonetheless super annoying and not comfortable. Do you take any natural supplements and/or have any topicals that you find relief with? Have a wonderful weekend. J
  5. Hello, I've been looking through the forum and have already found so much help and reassurance. I will try to keep my story short but want to also give background to get insight from others. I am a 50 year old female who began a casual relationship with a man in February. We had a slow build up to intimacy and would see each other every couple weeks and have oral/penetrative sex separately or in some combination on most occasions (once or twice a month). We relied on the quick I'm safe are you conversation and had unprotected sex. Well, in April, I discovered his prescription for Valtrex. I was shocked but confronted him with an open mind and we had a very productive conversation and I got a very quick education on how low transmission rates were—he had been diagnosed decades ago and has been on Valtrex long term and said he hadn't had an outbreak in years. I made the decision to continue to see him. Well, in the beginning of July I had my first outbreak—I think—I had what were like individual little bitty pimples on labia (which I have occasionally gotten) but multiple and they were preceded with the tingly feeling which is not typical of pimples I had in the past. Nothing was every blistery looking and nothing scabbed up. It took about a week into the "outbreak" for me to get in to my doc. She took a look and said "that's not herpes" and if it is, I can't get a good swab because nothing is oozing. She said it may have been a reaction to first time laser hair removal that I just had or just a pimple outbreak. She did a pap and ran HPV testing (negative). She also declined to give a blood test stating that they were so unreliable at this early stage. She sent me on my way and I felt reassured. Until a few weeks later when the same thing happened...so I called and had a phone consult. Again, she said if it looked the same as last time she wouldn't swab but based on the recurrence and tingles and that I had been with a confirmed HSV+ person, she prescribed 1G Valtrex daily. She said I should take for a year. Well, now, two+ months into taking the Valtrex, I still am having outbreaks right before my period. Again, these aren't very dramatic—the prodrone with the little pimples that seem heal quickly. Is it common to still be getting outbreaks if I've been taking the Valtrex daily? Should I talk to her about modifying the dose or changing to something else, or does it take time for the body to adjust? Any recommendations on other supplements that people have found relief from? Is there a chance that this isn't herpes and could be something else? I would like to receive some sort of lab confirmation. Should I push for blood testing or go to my local planned parenthood and ask for testing? What is the gold standard for testing, if any and when is the ideal time to test? Will my taking Valtex affect the test accuracy? Are there home kits or online sources that are recommended? I'm pretty convinced that it's HSV but what if it's something else? I want to be open and disclose to other sex partners (I am no-longer seeing the man who I got it from) but I don't have a definitive diagnosis and tell them exactly what I have. My outbreaks are mild but frequent and I was really hoping that Valtex would've suppressed them by now. I know I've asked a lot of questions here and any insight and advice would be so appreciated. Thank you!
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