I'm very young. Not even 18 yet. Yes, I'm too young to have sex but my second time EVER having sex, I got herpes. The guy swore to me he was a virgin. She either he lied or was born with it. I had a boyfriend I was willing to have sex with while I was in the dark about me having herpes. I could have gave it to him. I'm in high school. I thought no way I could have any kind of STD because It was only my second time and he was a virgin. I will never forget December 14, 2013. The day I went to the doctor because of a "yeast infection" well what I thought was. I can still see my mom crying in the corner as the doctor tells me I have herpes. I have only told my sister and one guy. He is my best friend. I haven't known him for a long time but when I told him be acted like it wasn't a big deal. He still loves me. He is the only thing that kept me from killing myself. He makes me feel like I'm here for a reason. I love him with all my heart. I may even be in love with him. He might be the only guy I can EVER get. I just don't think it's fair if I give him herpes if we do end up together. I don't want that. I want him. But I don't want to ruin his chances like a low life bastard did to me. I just don't know what to do...