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  1. Thank you so much amillionthings. This site really has helped me figure things out. If you're ever in need of someone to talk to you can always send me a message(:
  2. Thank you so much WCS!!! I really appreciate the links(:
  3. Thanks so much!! That really does help. I'm open to any suggestions. I figure the more I can play out what I want to say and how or when I say it, the less stressful the situation will be.
  4. Hey Everyone, I've only had Hv2 for 4 months now. I decided that I wasn't going to let it hold me back. So, I jumped back into dating. The first person that I started talking to was 6 years older than me and luckily for me had already been with someone who was in the same boat. I told him my story and he held me close and told me that this didn't change anything. Things between him and I didn't work out so I'm dating again. Now that was my first time disclosing "H" to someone I was thinking about dating so I was pretty much experimenting when the "right time" was. Lol I ended up telling him the first date. Not right away but later on in the evening. The days coming up to the date I was a wreck. I was crying asking "Why me?". I felt so much pressure. I was only thinking of the absolute worse outcome. I thought that once I told him he would immediately look at me differently and end the night. I'm a very open person and don't do well with secrets. I felt like if I didn't tell him then I was going to have that in the back of my mind until I eventually did. I don't want someone to get attached to me and then me saying "Oh by the way...." and have them feel completely lied to or betrayed. Dating use to be so easy for me. Now I feel like the whole time I'm trying to get to know someone I'll constantly be thinking well is he going to stay or run away as fast as possible when I tell him?. I'm currently talking to someone new and we have gone out 1 time. I didn't tell him about my situation and once again it's starting to bother me. He claims to be very interested and would like to go out again. I feel like every time he compliments me I have to take it with a grain of salt. I know Herpes doesn't define me, but at the same time someone has to except it before they can fully except me. I really would like some opinions on when people think it's a good time to let someone know. Thanks for Reading(:
  5. Thank you so much WCSDANCER(: I think getting advice from people that are going through similar things H related or non- H related. Will help me out a lot.
  6. Hey Everyone, My name's Taylor I'm 20 and found out I had Hv2 4 months ago. I'm not ready to put my whole story out there due to how long it is. But here's a cliff notes version. Long story very short, I was dating someone who lied and was completely fake about everything. I dated him for 5 months and can honestly say that I don't know anything about him. Everything he told me was a lie and on top of that he stole from me, cheated and threatened my life for leaving him. I can get over guys. That isn't what broke my heart. The hardest thing about my story is the fact that I lost my 2 best friends in all of this. They knew the whole time that he was cheating on me with the mother of his child and to protect themselves, didn't tell me until I found out on my own. Sadly if my friends would have been my real friends and told me about my EX cheating when they first found out I wouldn't have Hv2. So, when I finally found out for myself I ended things with all 3 of the people who were closest to me at the time. I scheduled the doctors appointment and 1 week later my Grandpa passed away the week after that while I was at work; my doctor gave me the news. I went to the bathroom broke down and asked for the rest of the day off. Needless to say I was heart broken and felt completely alone. I'm Christian and love my family and the real friends I have left. But, on the drive home that day the only thing I could think of is driving my vehicle into the Ohio river. I'm a very open person so I've told more than a handful of my friends plus a few people that I've dated afterwards. I'm a big believer in that this will only make me stronger and smarter. I'm also very big on protecting my Ego so admitting I need help or that I can't handle something on my own is very hard for me to admit. My friends are very supportive but, none of them truly understand since none of them have this "gift" for themselves. I'm not looking for apologies or tears. I just want to talk to others that actually know what I'm going through. I would gladly listen to anyone who cares to share with me. (:
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