Hey Everyone,
My name's Taylor I'm 20 and found out I had Hv2 4 months ago. I'm not ready to put my whole story out there due to how long it is. But here's a cliff notes version.
Long story very short, I was dating someone who lied and was completely fake about everything. I dated him for 5 months and can honestly say that I don't know anything about him. Everything he told me was a lie and on top of that he stole from me, cheated and threatened my life for leaving him. I can get over guys. That isn't what broke my heart. The hardest thing about my story is the fact that I lost my 2 best friends in all of this. They knew the whole time that he was cheating on me with the mother of his child and to protect themselves, didn't tell me until I found out on my own. Sadly if my friends would have been my real friends and told me about my EX cheating when they first found out I wouldn't have Hv2. So, when I finally found out for myself I ended things with all 3 of the people who were closest to me at the time. I scheduled the doctors appointment and 1 week later my Grandpa passed away the week after that while I was at work; my doctor gave me the news. I went to the bathroom broke down and asked for the rest of the day off. Needless to say I was heart broken and felt completely alone. I'm Christian and love my family and the real friends I have left. But, on the drive home that day the only thing I could think of is driving my vehicle into the Ohio river.
I'm a very open person so I've told more than a handful of my friends plus a few people that I've dated afterwards. I'm a big believer in that this will only make me stronger and smarter. I'm also very big on protecting my Ego so admitting I need help or that I can't handle something on my own is very hard for me to admit. My friends are very supportive but, none of them truly understand since none of them have this "gift" for themselves.
I'm not looking for apologies or tears. I just want to talk to others that actually know what I'm going through. I would gladly listen to anyone who cares to share with me. (: