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  1. hii i read your story and is kind of similar to mine. This is how i got it, it was a week after my bday, my friend invited me to a party and since i was always working and taking care of my son i accepted to go with her and her boyfriend, on the way to he party we started to drink and by the time i got there i was drunk and ended up not going in, so we left and decided to stay in a hotel. When we got there my friend and her boyfriend started kissing and touching in front of me so i gave them a little privacy and went outside and kept drinking, after a while i wanted to use the bathroom so i went in and i saw them having sex. When i came back out my friend asked me if everything was alright and i told her that i was Ok then she told me to lay in bed with them because she didnt want me to feel 'lonely' .She Started playing with my hair and then she asked her boyfriend do you wanna have sex with her and he said yes, but only if shes ok with it and i agreed and had sex with him, after i did it i felt very guilty because i knew that was a bad decision. My friend's boyfriend called two of his friends and asked them to come over with beers and when they arrived i was laying on the other bed and one of them started to kiss me but i got up and left him there and thats when i saw my friend having sex with one of the other guys while her boyfriend was watching and then again i dont know how i got sucked in bed again and this time i was doing it with one of the other guys, after that i went to the other bed and had sex with the other one his name is Jon and i slept with him all night. In the morning i went home and I was very upset for the way i acted and for my poor choices i did the night before. After a week my friend called me said that Jon wanted my number so she gave it to him and we started talking and hanging out together, on the second week i came down with a fever and i got very sick, i went to the doctor and told me that i have herpes, i told my doctor what happened and he asked me if i used protection, and i told him that i did but with only two of them except Jon, my doctor told me to ask him if he has it, but i never did because i was afraid that he was gonna deny it and blame it on me and because he seemed like a good guy and wanted to get to know him, and i wanted to know if i really got it from him or from the other two guys. After i found out I was depressed for days, i didnt even go to work because of how i was feeling i took medications and i did a lot of research and learned that you can have a normal life and that 1 out of 4 people have it. After a month me an Jon decided to be in a relationship and i wanted to know if he had it because since i met him we have always had unprotected sex and one time i went with him to do some blood test for Stds and he appeared to be clean, and i asked my friend if she had it and she said no, and asked why and i had to tell her that i was doing an essay on herpes for school( she does know i have it). im pretty sure that i got it from the other guy but i never saw him again since that night. i been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a year now and we're getting married the next month, hes the love of my life very sweet and caring, i regret that night and i really dont know how im gong to tell my boyfriend what i have and how hes reaction is going to be, i really dont want to loose him, i love him so much, i am lucky because i only had one breakout in a year and it healed fast.
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