@WCSDancer2010
I see exactly what you're saying. I know he needs help dealing with this. It's been 3 1/2 years for him and he still thought it was only bad during OB. I told him about the viral shedding and he said he had no idea. You're right though, it does say a lot about he handles difficult situations. I can imagine how hard it is to deal with, but I know if I was in his shoes, I would want to know everything about it. I told him I signed up here and he was shocked. He did support me and told me to do what I need to do to get informed., but I think it freaked him out a bit.
He did say he'd do whatever it takes to protect me, so I just need to tell him to suck it up since in the same sentence he told me how much he hates condoms. I'll find an appropriate time to discuss what I need to with him. I really can see myself spending the rest of my life with him which is why I'm trying really hard to make this work for us.
Thank you for your support and honesty. I appreciate it so very much.