Hi Divastated,
I understand how scary Herpes is at first, and I want to thank you for taking the healthy approach of asking questions and getting the facts. I am so happy that you've come to a forum to ask questions and share your story. Congratulations on the healthier you and regaining your confidence. As you learn the facts about herpes, your confidence will come back. You're doing everything perfectly :)
To answer your question, I remember looking up the same question that you had, and finding out that it's very rare to pass HSV-2 through oral sex.
I found information from a medical doctor who states "Oral herpes due to HSV-2 is rare; almost all cases are due to HSV. Therefore, it is rare for someone to aquire genital HSV-2 from oral sex, if it happens at all. In 30+ years in the STD business, I have not seen or even heard of such a case."
Your new guy seems sweet, and it sounds like he's willing to learn about herpes with you. The more you know, the less scary it all is. You are doing everything right though. You both got tested; something came up; you're learning about it and he's getting tested specifically for herpes now. I understand your fear of having him resent you if you ever gave it to him; and that's why it's best to have an authentic conversation with him. When you feel comfortable, let him know about any worries or fears that come up for you. You have been 100% honest with him, which is so respectable- and I know he appreciates that! Having vulnerable conversations about anything (not just herpes) are a great way to connect on a deeper level.
I came across a quote last night that I want to share,
"It’s easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time. But opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams… that is being naked." — Rob Bell
Good luck with everything. Lots of love!