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  1. Hi Guys/Girls Just like to say what a fantastic website this is and looking at some peoples story my condition seems so much less but i am so glad to have finally found a place were i can vent with other understanding people. So anyway i have had herpes 2 now for about 5-6 years god knows where i got it was an absolute idiot at the time,young dumb and full of cum. Been through ups and downs because of the virus and like many peoples story's on here i felt disgusting,dirty and not part of society, I avoided having relationships and never said a word to anyone....... Light at the end of tunnel- im now with a fantastic person for past year who understands my situation and has changed my whole perspective and to think what i thought when i was on my own to where you i am with my partner, i never believed it would ever happen. I would say on average Mr H (what me and my partner call it when discussing in public) comes to visit roughly 2-4 times a year am not sure if that a lot but hey ho, and i do believe i can control my outbreaks 90% of the time, for me He occurs when i'm stressed or emotionally drained so when i feel him coming on i take some lysine and then just relax take everything easy for a few days try not to let things bother me and no sex and he usually sorts himself out. Recently tho my outbreaks are occurring more often due to my emotional levels at work, and my herpes has only recently gone from just blistering to finally leaving scarring on the inside of my foreskin after he has gone. As i said my girlfriend knows everything and is very understanding and is amazing about it all,as we have had to stop partaking in sex every so often so that i an recover,and she can be quiet inpatient to say he least,but i would rather that then her to suffer....anyway back to the point, Since a recent outbreak 2 weeks ago now my foreskin is now getting so tight its cracking and splitting again and again even when i just roll my foreskin back when i'm not erect, and its always leaving me in a lot of pain, it has done it the last few times but its now becoming a hindrance. I WANT MY OLD PENIS BACK!!!!!!!!!! When i have a reaction i only ever get blisters around the inside of the foreskin and excuse my terminology around the underside of my bell on the foreskin and nowhere else luckily so it has always been out of site when Mr H is in town,I'm guessing this is because its already damaged soft skin and is easily triggered after previous reactions. My girlfriend is the only person who knows about my condition and i want to keep it that way,i would say we are very sexually active couple at least 10-12 times a week but when I'm in a cycle obviously the strain of him being around causes some disruption, but my predicament is i play rugby so after training/game day obviously i go into showers rooms naked full of men and wash and i really don't want anybody else knowing (especially the lads as the whole town would here about it),friends are friends and everything but there are some things that personally don't want leaving my closet.. As of recent events I'm thinking about having my foreskin removed it may sound drastic but that is all i can think off doing, i have heard about creams but i don think they would work, on one hand i have my sex life with my Mrs which has suffered for the past fortnight and on the other hand i have my reputation( sorry if that sounds egotistic) i want my relationship to increase in current activity but i don't want my friends to constant take the piss if they ever get a visual, It may sound like a stupid question- if i was to remove my foreskin would i ever get blisters etc again as this is the only place they outbreak. Do you get scars on the same areas on a circumcised penis underneath the bell? i know everybody gets it in different places and suffers different but i just don't want to to realize after i get it done that its not going to work. i don't think u can put in back on once you have taken it off like a crown lol:):) Any form of feed back would be great and if anybody has had foreskin removed/survived and as a result and it worked i would love to know. Thanks again for giving me the opportunity to ask such a dumb question :) :)
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