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enlight67

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  1. also I have dated 3 women after this . all of them lasted very short time . I never heard anything bad from them . I don't know if I exposed them and they react differently to the virus and get no sores or no sores for a long time or maybe just so embarrassed that they wont tell me
  2. I feel like I have the most rare and most horrible case of mouth herpes. I had gotten this virus from a girl I was dating that gets cold sores . She had an episode of it and told me on a text . its been 3 years now so i cant remember all of it completely but I remember I made an excuse when she told me on a text . I waited 7 days or worst 5 days to avoid catching it. when I went on a date with her all I saw was tiny little scab on her upper lip . I thought of it as the probably the virus died out and not contagious anymore. I wasn't extremely careful catching it anyway because I was wrongfully diagnosed by medical field 3 times and I thought I already had it and it wouldn't affect me. this was our first kiss so it was long. I had a very bad primary infection on lip 1 sore and mostly inside my mouth the tongue cheeks and probably the roof of the mouth but i did not pay so much attention to the roof of the mouth as I was in so much pain. Now I never goten recurrent out break on my lip except the primary but I feel like I get it inside my mouth all the time. I remember when i had the primary these sores looked fluid filled blisters but the ones i get is like red dots either 1 or 2 and they don't hurt . i get red dots on my throat too but i think that's from a cold as i have runy nose and sore throat from it but i have no idea. now the tongue i always have tounge sore once a month from maybe inflamed taste bud or herpes I cant tell . none of the recurrent herpes that i think looks anything like the primamry infection but i dont know if the recurrent inside your mouth so small that you cant even notice it . I feel like this virus is playing games with me by making it look like something else. I went to so many dentists and doctors for it that I probably spended thousands. just to find out what this is . this month I was pretty close of getting it swabbed but my insurance wouldn't pay it and i didn't have the money to pay. Plus I think I was so terrified to know it that I didint want to . I don't know what I would do if I think these things inside the mouth are really herpes . I feel like the worlds greatest fool. i feel like if this is not herpes i could finally have a peace of mind but if it is I feel like I am doomed till the day I die and so scared to actually pushing it
  3. I haven't been on here for a while you probably know my story I got cold sore outbreak after I kissed a girl who just had a cold sore outbreak that day . I waited about 7 days when she told me on text when i saw her she had a little scab assumed it all healed after that i got cold sore my self. I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life . its been almost a year now . I never had cold sore outside my mouth except once which was my primary infection. but ever since then I get pain on my tongue . Its not visible there is no blister or sores . it feels like I bite my tongue all day . I get this discomfort every month . Its extremely annoying problem that i cant take anymore . I think what I have is burning mouth syndrome . but my tongue doesn't feel like burning . it feels like I bite it and there is sharp pain like ingrown taste bud. does anyone have this problem ?
  4. I have hsv1 too . I got it from my ex gf. She dumped me after she infected me. I don't have it genitally just oral. did you boyfriend also give you cold sore on your mouth when he didn't have an outbreak ?
  5. cold sores don't like the inside the mouth . it only hurts one day and 2 days later its gone
  6. I had a bump on the roof of my mouth that hurt pretty bad last night . It looked irritated. when I woke up this morning I didn't have pain and the bump was kind of almost gone. but the gum still looked irritated . dentist first taught it was irritation from eating hard food but then I told him my history of kissing my ex girlfriend that had a healed cold sore at the time . I know it was very stupid to kiss her like that but i waited for almost a week. and the cold sore was almost gone and I didint care about the cold sore cause I though i already had it and even if I don't I will get it anyway . that decision I made I will probably regret it for the rest of my life
  7. The dentist didn't see it unusual to see someone have herpes inside mouth . He said he seen Manny cases. its just very weird that I never get it outside only inside . does that make it worst with shedding ?
  8. thank you dancer . I will try to get over it . I need time to get use to it
  9. and I'm not a person that does stupid things like sleep around with as Manny people and not be cautious . I take this stuff seriously. your health is everything. I just did not see cold sore as a big deal because almost everyone has it and I use to read you can even catch it without sores . its something I'm gonna get or something I already have that's how I looked at it . I just didn't know
  10. if that's the case I should just jump off the bridge and do myself and the world a favor
  11. I don't care about hsv1 only thing I'm afraid of is I made my self very contagious. and its in my saliva and I can definitely pass it to someone even when i don't have sores
  12. I know its herpes cause she had one at the time . I waited for like a week and she still had it . it was in healing stage and she had a very little scab. very stupid thing to do but I thought it was not contagious anymore and i thought all this time I had it and was immune to it and almost everyone has it so I did not make a big deal about it and just didn't care. I'm gonna ask about this to infection specialist but i don't have insurance till January. Herpes doesn't like to stay inside the mouth right ? . I never even knew you could get it inside your mouth.
  13. I'm 100 % sure I got it from my girl friend when she had a cold sore because after her I had one . I had a fever blister that i never had before
  14. fitgirl thank you once my insurance comes back which is in January I will go to a infection specialist .
  15. Hi I haven't been on here for a while. I have question about herpes inside mouth . I got oral herpes from a girl friend I was seeing at that time . she had a cold sore and I waited for 7 days and then kissed her after assuming I was safe. I didn't take it seriously cause I knew almost everyone had it and I probably have it too. I got very sick and got it inside my mouth 1 on cheek , tongue and 1 outside . that was almost a year ago . I had very weird symptoms I had nerve pain for 2 months . it felt like my face was burning . As outbreaks I feel like I have been getting inside of my mouth and never outside . I had a very painful tongue and I'm getting confused if they are cold sore or canker sore. I had the worst tongue outbreak this august and it was a small ulcer it looked white and looked like my taste bud was enlarge it was soo painful. and after that was gone I have red dots on the roof of my mouth I went to dentist and he said it cant be herpes even when I told him I had it. he diagnosed that as blood blister of some kind that some people get and that its normal. My primary infection was inside and out and I heard people get it inside when they have primary infection exceptionally children cause there immune system is weak is that true ? Did this girl ruin my life and give me a very big dose of herpes virus and that's why I'm getting these things? Am I different than others that get cold sores ? And even if you get the virus doesn't your body throw some of the virus particles away ? how does it make difference of the amount of the virus you got from someone when that virus is active it makes millions of new viruses anyways? is there a test that would measure how much amount of the virus you got ?? ohh and also when I had it on my tongue it looked like the biggest canker sore i ever had and it looked yellow . I never had it like that after . and herpes don't like the mucus membrane it rather be on the outside right ? sorry I'm all over the place with the questions . I have so manny to ask and so little comfort .
  16. I got a small cut on my lip starting yesterday. It started at work and it was bleeding for no reason . there is no yellow fluid or anything like that. can cold sore bleed before it happens? I just want to know just in-case if it is herpes
  17. Is there herpes virus in saliva ?for someone like type1 if there is does that make you more contagious than others.
  18. the post on duke university sounded the best to me there still working on it but I'm not getting my hopes up
  19. According to CDC 8 out of 10 are infected with cold sore virus how accurate is this ? I never really heard 80 % of population has herpes type 1 and will be almost 90 % by adult hood . if that's the case why is it not mentioned? why is it not mentioned if its soo common. I rarely see cold sore on anyone. I never heard 80 % population has it before I was infected
  20. I don't know but I have this red bump on my chin I have had it 2 days now it doesn't have any white head or anything should I be concerned its herpes ? anybody had herpes on their chin ? what did it look like ? my is not open sore there is no fluid coming out or anything . I m being very catious because I don't want to infect anyone
  21. can you be extremely contagious with hsv1 cold sore ? the girl that gave me this I was all over her when we kissed we kissed alot when she had a little out break that I didn't think anything of. I noticed after . am I pretty much screwed ??
  22. I actually did use salt water after I read your comment and i don't really feel any pain anymore.
  23. when i had a primary infection I had it inside my mouth cheeks tongue and 1 outside lip. it was awful i couldn't eat anything for days. if i get recurrent outbreak is it like what you say ? it doesn't like the inside area and only get it once or twice ?
  24. I was gonna see a dermatologist but I have nothing to show . I posted before I did have a red inflamed taste bud on my tounge it looked like herpes but was gone on in a day which I don't think that was herpes it doesn't just go away in a day and it didn't hurt at all. pluss I don't have any money at the time to go see a doctor .
  25. my tongue hurts for 3 days i don't have any red bump or a canker sore . is it possible to have herpes on your tongue ? I have had terrible symptoms so far from tingly very uncomfortable feeling around my face . and now my tongue feels tingly and it hurts . my body is trying to fight it and its probably because of that but does it get any better ?
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