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  1. Im glad to hear that its not just mine. I am hoping its just change of habits and stress! I never ate bad before i have always been a pretty clean eater but I have deffinately taken out most if not all sugar most days and have absolutly added a ton more vitamins to my daily routine! Fingers crossed!
  2. So I was diagnosed in the beginning of January and my giver and I had decided to stay together because he said he didnt know and I believed him but now not so much! he ended up just not being a very good person and was not treating me the way I deserved. I now am dealing with having H and feeling untouchable and now Im late and am hoping I am not pregnant! Everything right now just feels like one big whirl wind of emotions. I am hoping just the change in diet and the start of filling my body with tons of vitamins has just pushed me to be late but if I have to have him in my life again idk if I can handle that. I have so much anger towards him!
  3. Thank you everyone I guess that little bit has deffinately been an up and down roller coaster! I have some really bad days and days where I feel like I can do this I have been through so much worse and where I know I could at this point in my life have it way worse! It's just taking some time for me to let go of the hurt and anger and focus on myself! Thank you all for the advice it means a lot!
  4. I found out a few days ago that outbreak and extreme pain I was in were in fact my worst nightmare! And all at once the feelings of regret, shame, and hurt all came to me and took me by storm. I wish I could go back and I wish there was so much I could change! From going to an 8 year relationship and being engaged to being betrayed and having to walk away from the most important relationship of my life to being single and lost! I just feel like my feeling of self worth and love for myself was no longer there! Now with this I feel even worse! I feel lost and like I will be unwanted for the rest of my life... I feel not good enough. It's been the longest weeks of my life and I don't even know what to do next or where to start!
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