Hi all, my first post on here. Was diagnosed with h2 2 months ago, after having unprotected sex with someone I'd known 13 years. I trusted him. 4 days later I'm in a bad way and diagnosed with it after swabs. He denies knowing at first but then says he had suspicion s. I forgave him, I took a risk and I paid. So hard to accept and I'm run down all the time, had 2 or 3 OBs, I can't really tell when its active.
Fast forward 2 months, I met a great guy. We stupidly momentarily had unprotected sex although I didn't remember and he assured me we used protection. A few days later I see a bump, so avoid intimacy, and have the chat with him. He was kind and asked as. He saw me again after that but has flu symptoms. I warn him that's I how started. He says he needs space. Ignores my msgs the but today he does have it. I should have told him before we had sex. And I knew I was having an OB..which I didn't know! He's angry, says he can't trust me now. Im going with worry and guilt. I never would want to hurt him. We really each other. I'm so sad and don't want to let him go. Any advice? Does he just need time or am I bad person. I'm still getting my heard around it myself, now this!