ICanSeeTheLight

I'm envious of you. I'm just past my 1 year mark and still struggling daily with self esteem. My ex, who is negative, is super supportive and wants to get back together whenever I'm ready. But I'm so uncomfortable with my body, shame, etc. that I can't fully commit to him again yet. I need to get my head straight first, so that I don't feel dirty or tainted every time he touches me. Thanks for your positive words!