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  1. If you take a look at my very first post I ever made on this website you will clearly understand why I feel the way I feel. She knew what she was doing, she is the one who eventually asked if we could have unprotected sex after months of being together. She even told me she gave it to me on purpose in order to ruin me and destroy me like she had done to so many other men. Just take a look at my first post I ever made for a very clear picture. Or don't I could really care less. This is the last time I am ever logging into this website. I don't feel any better and I never will.
  2. I remember a time 2 years ago when I was happy with myself and my life. Ever since I was given HSV 2 by a girl who I thought loved me, what makes it worse is that she passed this to me knowingly. Ever since then I haven't been the same I no longer trust people and feel like I no longer have anything to offer. I went from going on tons of dates and always used protection to feeling worthless and hopeless and I don't even want to approach women anymore. I have given up, I really feel like I should end it already.
  3. Thanks for the encouragement but it's been almost 2 years and I am still not over it or recovering. I have been to several different counselors, I have applied all of the things they have taught me to my daily life but it hasn't helped at all. I eat healthy, workout, have a good body, a great job, I am well educated but I am still a shell of what I used to be emotionally I can't connect at all to a lot of women who are interested in me. I hate my life and wish I could just gain the courage to end my life. I have a lot of friends and family but I could care less I am miserable every day I wake up.
  4. Me to but it's just really hard to make it through this knowing she basically kept stringing me along the whole time when she knew she had it.
  5. Hello everyone, I would like to share my story about how I contracted Herpes (HSV 2). Well, I stared dating this girl who seemed to be the perfect match for me. We had been dating for about 1 month and had been having protected sex during this time period. One evening we decided to have unprotected sex because she told me she was clean and had just been checked by the doctor, I took her word for it and we had unprotected sex. Two days later we have unprotected sex again and the next morning I wake up with this horrible break out on my genitals. I showed it to her and she said she had no idea what it was so I sent to the doctor, had some tests ran. They told me to come back in 3 to 5 days to get the results. I came back to the doctors office and it was confirmed I had contracted HSV 2. So I went straight home and had a sit down talk with her. I asked her if she was sure she was clean and she stated yes, I told her I thought I contracted it from her and she needs to go to the doctor and get checked out. She agreed and said she would go over the next couple of days. So a couple of weeks later we are out for drinks having a good time, she breaks down, starts crying and says I just had the worst break out ever it was horrible, she goes on with I am so sorry I didn't know I had it and if I gave it to you I am so sorry for doing that can you ever forgive me? I bought her story and said yes. Any how fast forward the relationship to about the 4 to 5 month mark we go out to a nice place to eat and have some drinks, everything is going great we are having a great time. A couple of hours later I suggest that we should go to my place and take care of buisness if you know what I mean. Anyhow we both walk out of the bar and grill, get into my car and I start driving home to my place. The herpes discussion is brought up again at some point, she is pretty drunk at this point but still not drunk enough to not know what she is saying. She looks at me with disdain while I am driving and says the following "Do you remember when I told you I didn't know I had herpes when you contracted it? I said yes, she said "Well I gave them to you on purpose and I knew I had herpes the whole time and I am going to give them to all of your friends to!" I am pregnant with your child and I will miscarry this mother fucker on purpose I will kill this baby and you will never see it as long as you live. We had a huge argument, I dropped her off at her house and ended our relationship right there in her drive way. Once I left we never spoke again. I later find out she is not pregnant and she lied about being pregnant, she did not however lie about giving me herpes, she did it on purpose and it has destroyed my confidence, my self worth and my ability to ever trust another women again. I can't believe she did this to me and I wake up every day with thoughts of killing myself but never making a plan or doing it. I was so in love with her and would have done anything for her. It was the ultimate back stab on her part. It's been 2 years I am a good looking guy who used to have everything going for me and now it's all over. I know resent all women in general because of the things she done to me. I will never give any women a chance with me know. I get approached and talked to by women all of the time and I simply end the conversation and shut them down right off the bat. I see the way they look at me after I pretty much completely ignore their advances and the look they give me is what the hell is wrong with you type of look. They will never know our truly care what I have been through so I don't even waste my time. I didn't bring any of this on myself and she refuses to take responsibility from anything, she even goes around telling my close friends and people we both know that I am the one who gave her HSV2 which is a complete lie. I hate my life and everything in it know because of her and will never do anything for another woman for as long as I live. It's not worth it to me anymore.
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