Hi, I'm generally so sorry. I have a similar story just like yours and this happened to me 8 yrs ago. When I told my ex, he denied it. He told me that I probably got it from the toilet seat, smh. I know exactly how you feel. It's really hard but now I think of it as a truth teller on the guys who claim to like or love me. Their reactions and behavior show their true colors. So far, I have been doing some research on eating clean, keeping stress levels low, exercise, and etc to at least keep the outbreaks low. I'm glad you found this site. I just found it and ppl seemed to be helpful. I believe you will be fine. It just takes time to heal. This is the time to find self love and true unconditional love will come your way. # Success stories here we come!