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MMissouri I do volunteer, I'm trying to stay away from antidepressants. Two pills a day is enough which includes my vitamins and lysine. Thank you for your kind words I appreciate it.

I tried to find a therapist but they don't take my insurance, it's over a month now and I still cry everyday I miss the old me.

Thank you Missouri, but I know it's him that's what hurts. It wasn't the first guy.

After a week of my diagnosis my boyfriend became my ex. He came up with the most pathetic excuse ever, which was that he wasn't going to stay in this state and he applied to a job in California . The funny thing about that excuse we already discussed moving prior to my diagnosis and wherever one of us got a job he or myself would definitely apply within the same state. He even made an excuse stating that during dating I brought up the fact that long distant relationship doesn't work. I even said to him that's before I became your gf and it's a step I would take. Anyways he ended it. I do believe he's my giver, when I asked him if he got a copy of his test because I forced him to see a doctor before I got my results he said no and his results are negative. I became really suspicious when I told him let's go and get retested and he insisted that he doesn't want me to accompany him. He was also acting guilty when I went to my obgyn to find out what strain of HSV I had. He stayed outside of the doctors office and made sure to be late, knowing I would be seen before he got there. We had an argument and I told him I don't understand why he needed to stay outside? Pretty much my obgyn and doctor agreed it has to be him since I had wasn't sexually active over a year. I do understand that it can lie dormant for years. However, at the ending of 2015 I was battling a major court case, I was extremely stressed and no signs of herpes prodromes or bumps whatsoever. I know stress would have triggered it. I'm so upset that he will not admit it, as I posted in a former discussion he was the second man I slept with and this is what happened. I did text him and told him I know it was him and I felt hurt because he lied to me. Of course he didn't respond. It's painful driving home when I pass locations where we had our first date or where he asked me to be his girlfriend. I really did care for him. I guess 6 months was too short so he bolted. This really hurts and I'm so scared of future relationships. I really dread years from this being alone while all my friends are married with kids. This is so overwhelming.

Hi, I was recently diagnosed with hsv2 and I'm wondering if there are any support groups in NYC. I'm really having a difficult time and would like to talk with a support group to get out of this rut that I'm in.

Thank you.

Sorry on my phone typing. I meant could this be an old infection, that is a year or older?

I received my results and it was positive for HSV2. My IGG was a 10 and IGM was at 3. What does this mean? Did I have the results over a year. Since I only had two sexual partners this would tremendously help.

My doc didn't tell what strain of genital herpes I have. I have an obgyn appointment coming up soon so I can know. My question relates to outbreak on the thighs. Is this related to ghvs1 or ghvs2? Just concerned.

P.S pinky4ever he is an asshole I have been researching and you can't contract H from using a toilet. How did you cope for the few months finding out?

Thank you for that post I just bought vitamin B stress complex to help my immune system . I know I have been stressing immensely. I have a obgyn appointment coming so I decided to take Valtrex as well. I'm also concerned can I ever wax again or shave that area?

It's really so hard to forget he exists but I know my well being is essential. At this stage it feels like I lost everything. I go to sleep thinking I'll wake up positive and in the morning it's the opposite.

No I didn't see the results. I told let's go to the doctor and take a retest. He replied that he feels uncomfortable to go to my doctor, however he would take another test. I'm contemplating that he is not been totally honest, it shouldn't be a big deal going to the doctor with me. I saw one cold sore while we were dating.

I recently found out i was diagnosed with H. I feel like my entire life has been shattered to pieces. I cant eat , it's so hard to sleep. I found myself at work crying. I had to go to the bathroom and enclosed myself in a bathroom stall crying for ten minutes. I only had two sexual partners. My first was a mistake so i only slept with him twice. I went celibate for a year and a month. This march i met a great guy who became my boyfriend later on. I found a pimple down there couple weeks back.I was concerned and informed my boyfriend to go to the doctor. His results came before mine and it came out negative. I went to the doctor and she did a swab test it came out positive. I remembered that my bf had a cold sore on his mouth when we we started dating. I didn't think of nothing but my doctor said it's common. However his results are negative. I'm so distraught because that leaves the first guy as a possibility. Now it gets worse, couple days after I told my bf I had H, he was sympathletic and said he was really concerned about me crying this much. However, he has been distant days now, his messages are dry and for two days he has not answered my calls. To be honest all I wanted in life was to settle down,be married and in the future have a kid. This seems impossible my own bf as it stands because he hasn't officially said we are done but actions speaks louder than words. He basically rejected me. I can't blame him because he came out negative as he claims and I guess he doesn't want to take the risk and he's unsure of the future. I only confided to my high school friend who is a doctor. She's understanding but to trust anyone else that's out of the question. I feel like I can't cope and my life will be nonexistent starting at the age of 28. Writing this post I'm literally crying.