Dear mister_marker,
Sorry if I seemed so hopeless. I guess you know how this can be. The thing is it never goes away, and even when you don't feel it suddenly starts hurting again. I'm trying my best to keep calm although some days are just very difficult. I'm halfway through a very demanding master's program, asides from other issues. So, like you, I'm on a very stressful period of my life.
Anyways, it's good to talk to someone about this. I just hope it is something we can overcome in time.
To hippyherpy,
Do you have any experience with this kind of situation too? I'm not taking any suppressive therapy right now.
To MMissouri,
I am uncircumcised. I see the logic behind what you say but well, I just had one very bad outbreak at first and I haven't had any other. Right now I'm just dealing with very bad sequels.