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  1. So my now Ex-Fiancé and girlfriend of 4 years left me a little over a month ago, she came home from work one day and told me she didn't love me anymore and that it isn't fair that she be in a relationship that isn't mutual (I didn't see it coming in the slightest and thought we were both as happy as could be). This news turned my world upsidown, and displaced me geographically. I had to uproot myself from CA where I had lived my entire life until now (I am 24) and moved here to IL. Desperate for love, human contact, intimacy, and just to move past me EX, I connected with a girl out here and had a few passionate nights, which I do not regret in the slightest despite the outcome (type 2 genital herpes) because I was pretty much a few days from blowing my brains out from the crippling depression and loneliness, I was pretty reckless and did not use protection, but when the Herpetic lesions appeared they were in places that would not have been covered by a condom at all. Even though it's always the rule of thumb to use protection, it would not have helped me in this case. One thing my 8th grade Sex Ed class did not teach me was the absolutely gruesome pain shooting down my left leg and buttocks, WAY!!! worse than the sores above my junk. The lesions are gone now after 5 days of Acyclovir 800mg 5 times a day but the nerve pain persists. I'm still seeing the girl that gave me the Type 2 Herpes, but I'm just not feeling it (she's an odd one). I've got more questions than I can imagine. Is this the end of my sex life (I've only slept with 3 people total, so I'll be pretty bummed if it is)? I know its definitely not a positive attribute, but is it something someone would be willing to disregard if they like me enough? Will this pain in my leg ever go away? Will I ever feel normal again?
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