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Sassyhart

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  1. I just learned I was positive today. Though I suspected, a culture takes 1 week to get back. And still it's like a slap in the face. As this is a judgment free zone I'm going to tell my story. Ive been dating a gent for 6 months. (Let's call him Fred) He's military and got deployed, When he left we agreed to make it open till he got back as long as the honesty was there. And testing took place like it did with him. I met a gent (let's call him Joe). He was respectful and sweet. We connected. We decided to have sex so we both got tested first. We shared results. Both negative. But I didn't know tests don't include HSV. After dating this guy for three weeks we had sex. He was an Asymptomatic carrier. Fourteen days after to the day my first outbreak. I am devastated. I had to tell Joe and he called me a whore. Told me I shouldn't have slept around. Fred and Joe the only I've been with all year. And they were both clean or so I thought. Even though I was insulted and hurt already I wished him the best and told him to get tested and have a blessed life. What was more painful was telling Fred. I know he's not infected but I didn't want to spread it so I told him as much as I truly cared for him we can't make love anymore because I could spread it to him. He had questions. And I answered them and he was kind. He wanted to stay friends. But I politely told him. My heart is breaking and I feel dirty and beyond embarrassed. So I told him goodbye. I HATE THIS AND I HATE MYSELF. I FEEL LIKE A WHORE AND FEEL SO TAINTED.
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