speakkindwords

I am 25 from South Jersey. I was just diagnosed. I don't know if it hasn't hit me or if I am accepting but I am surprisingly calm, I guess this is what is freaking me out the most. As of this moment, I am in touch with how the choices that I have made have left me where I am today. I guess my biggest fear is how this will effect my future... and who will want me. I have been single for quit some time now and I live alone. It was getting to the point where I was finally starting to think about settling down with someone... and now this. Where do i go from here?