Hey all.
So about 2 weeks ago, I could have sworn my life was ending. I was in a great deal of pain and before being diagnosed by a doctor, I internet diagnosed myself (not always the smartest decision) with herpes type 2 aka genital herpes. I have never wanted the internet to be so wrong in my life. It's been a hard go. My first outbreak was a rough one. Full fever and flu like symptoms to not being able to pee due to the insane stinging on the inside of my vagina. It has since cleared up, and ive resumed my regular activities.
I ride motorcycles. Hence the title to this discussion. The old bike saying "Wheelies for the feelies" has now been remodeled for my semi humorous personality and a cheesy attempt to bring light to a crappy situation. Anyone else ride bikes on here?
I'm from the east coast of Canada. It's beautiful here. We have great beer and great people.
Right now, I'm trying to learn how to live and accept herpes. I'm single, I did have a big crush on the guy who gave me herpes just recently but since all this happened, things haven't been the same. He completely ignores the fact he gave me herpes and when I told him I was diagnosed he called me some very mean words that hurt me. We still talk, but I can't look at him the same just thinking about what he did to me and what he called me. I'm not sure what to do at this point.
One more thing, since we both have herpes, I have had sex since my first outbreak only once and I feel a little itchy. Is this normal? Maybe I haven't completely cleared up yet. Who knows. Any advice appreciated.